I'm back~~~

really...really ....i had leave this blog for so long......now already sept....time is passing so fast...
my foundation had finished.....and degree is started....so fast...so damn fast....


5 years had passed...they are going the same way as their previous Senior had gone through...eventhough they are the hottest in Asia...had the large number of fans in Asia....the famous band in Korea and Japan....but they still are normal human being like others....they can't change their fake...
Keep the faith ? always? ha! what a nonsense....we are nothing but a stranger to them...ot in other word...their money maker....of course they didn't take much from us...this is why they fight with their company... since the case started....all the cassieopea is falling to deep whole...i mean only those who love them...how about others? haha!...in just 1 month...i think 40% of the fans had turn their attension to others group or whatsoever...why not? they are nothing but just a idol...the fans had no responssible to love them forever... once the fans feel bored or find something more better than them....they will be forgoten...how sorrow this world is...how cruel it is....but either you like it or not...you are in it and you had to accept it.

Since when they had live in my world? though i 'm not that crazy like some fans will stold their private stuff( underwear?-_-''")want to touch them....(not gonna watsh hand forever?!) can't live without them?( die for them!!!) even parent who birth you , feed you, love you....also can't compare with them....( omg this is rediculas....) However, anything that is happend to them...will straightly affect my emotion....they get award......i was so happy and proud as they are my friend or what....they cry....i cry along...they laugh...me either...they crazy...i more crazy then them....but that all i can do ...nothing more than that....they are so far yet so near....we are like stranger....they don't even know who i am....but my emotion , attention and feelings is always following them....how idiot i was...hahahaha silly girl.....

haiz...everyone know they are going to break up....i DO NOT BELIEVE those nonsense...at the begining.....
now.... well... i 'm not stupid...i got my own judgement......nothing is forever......
even family.....

ChangMin said befero，人生.....就是一个人的生活
.....nice explainasion

JunSu you Aza Aza Fighting!!!

Xiah Kim Jun Su Hwiating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On 4 of May...during the rehearse of "The Secret Code Concert of TVXQ" in Japan, Xiah...Kim Jun Su had hurt himself and can't able to walk or move, he only can sit on the wheelchair and watching the others perform...Haiz...how sad was that..is not because we can't see his perform..but all his hardness and effort he had prepare for this concert had been totally worth nothing..!! haiz....The member also not having fun without him though he was at the side of the stage..but performing and watching is totally different...we can't imagine the disappointing and angryness as he for himself...Oh dear JunSu please don't be like this...there are many people out there are caring for you...did you forgot you had 800million fans in around the world which are love you more than everything( of course..i'm not include...i still not that serious to it...i still have 0.5% of concious to control myself...XD)



Look at this angel face.....God...pls don't do such cure thing to this cute Angel....Haiz........smile is most suitable for him....pls don't take away for him...plssssss

Elec.Piano ~~~Y^0^Y

Haiz...i found out this blog really very" popular " man..HAHAHAHA not much people know about it....hohohoh i pitty on you Mr. Memories...(i know i 'm the one make it like that...sorry man)

Yeah...all the time i been waiting, the effort i took, the hard time i been through are worth...

I FINALLY HAD A PIANO!!!!!!!!

(however it is keybroad which not really piano i want, but ..better than notthing and...i bought it with my own MONEY!!! no parent helping...gess..)

Nevertheless, i not seem to be so exciteing after i had bring back home....(i'm a weird person..)

haiz....hopes always are beautiful, when it came true, you will found out that it was only just .....nothing but a box which you can make sound? HAHAHAAHAHA ! Though I spent almost all my "secret money" to pay for this box.. i never feel regret....but i also don't know i bought so high technology keyboard for what....why? hahaha cause i ever even take a piano lesson before....just like to piano...WAHHAHHA I "M GOOD IN WASTING MONEY!!! (v_v)

2 more days to go , i will be in Thailand with my family...holly shit! every time i came back sure gain 2- 3 kg...DAMN!!!! eat..eat..eat..eat.eat and ....eat nothing beside eat !! Why the food is so nice, the pizza is nice(isn't because it is non-halal...oh can you imagine it was fool of HAM... REAL HAM the smell are oh~~~ SHIT!!!!) and and the ice cream also damn lot of choice...and cheap also!! every time i go, sure have new flavour.... totally different from local which only vanila...choclate..strawberry...and more?ha...don't even think about it........

and and the fruits are damn cheap....until i want to cry out~~~ do you ever buy a pineapple( big size) with only 2.5 ringgit? A kg of lily mango only cost you 2 ringgit? MAN~~~ i have lost my mind...

And there is so many food which made by P***....even McD & KFC also have ....hohohohohohohoohohohohoohoh surprise me when i first saw the advertisement....

I LOVE YOU THAILAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here i come.....

Lazy worm is back

yo yo..the lazy worm....IS BACK wahahaha, blog ah blog..sorry ya...your writer...(me la) is kinda busy lately...so, didn't "feed" you for so long.....this you miss me?? i sure you did right..wahahaha, beside there is not much people will come here as i didn't tell much people about my blog...low profile is my rule...(actually is more easy for me to talk bad of people...XD!!!)

Oh welll, is kinda happy recently...drama finish...assignment done, mark also get already...and is kinda...good...? hahahaha Oh yeah...but i also feel inbalance for my group work...as a example of english assign...alomost 90% of work is done by me...and my partner...of course, she is not lazy but she had not so good in english.....but i can said she is damn lucky....do nothing and get 30/40mark for english assign... ( , i almost can't control myself to scream after i knew the marks!! God knows how much effort and time i put in this assign, finally i get what i want...XD )
All i can said is....I LOVE YOU EMILY!!!! hahaha and i want to thanks my aunt as well, as she help me to change the language of the essay....( i think that help increasing the marks alot....wahahahaha)

One more...hehehe Economy assign..oh damn!! i had spent 2 night to finish it...(again it is a groupwork also) at the begining, i was in the pare same as english assign as well, however, another girl had join us ...reason= she can't find the one of the main point of our assign but had found the another main point which is you can find easiely when you type in google. And so, she ' tell' me to find the point she can't find....OH man...What the fish!!! who you think i am? GOD?? or a idiot who will follow what you said so....take a break man.....( unfortunately.. i only find out after i done, past up the work...because my mind only can run poperly after the assign finish...STUPID LA EMILY!!!) Although she had give me her essay, nevertheless, i can't understand what she trying to express, my english is too bad.....wahhahahah
Therefore, i change some of her words and add in mine ....Obviously, my another friends, which the partner of my english assign had nothing done in the assign...wahahah she is damn damn damn luckly lo.....do nothing but already get highest mark of assign in 2 sub....I also want like that....no need to do ..but get high marks...haiz....but...i always the 1 who do all the thing.... i want to cry...T_T Drama like this, coursework like this, anything also like this....WHY!!!!!!! and no one appreciate on my hard work...atlease said something like---thanks emily....you done a great job!....well done!!....thanks alot dude!! we appreaciate....haiz...however...they said nothing..my heart....is breaking into pieces.....


~~killing me softly with no words...killing my life with no words....killing me softly with no words.......kill~ing me softly with no words....killing my whole life with no words......killing me softly........with this song~~~~~~~lalalalala~~ oh~~~~

FINISH!!!! DRAMA OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

Our group member, 3 FBI , death clown and Kira( i was at the back taking the flower which you can see on top of one of the FBI head XD)

our class member and Miss Marry-Ann and head of Foundation( in the middle)

i kiss with my wife(in the drama)

do i look like a ghost...XD

Finally the stupid drama is FINSH Wahahahhhahahahahahaha oh yeah i so happy!!!!!!!!!!!

and of course all of us are very enjoy the time we spent together, though i was angry and desperate before....but somehow , it was a sweet nice memories ...like NS..i miss banana gang..

Geng le...we kiss kiss le...

XD

Although, the drama was not perfect or you can say is ...abit worst.....but atlease we had try our best..and i had become famous already..everybody call me L....wahahahah the death note punya L...OMG!!! so damn happy XD...( i know i thick face...okay..ignore me..)

L...

XD

Lalalalalalalalal( emily singing...over high already...pls ignore..)

we had take many pic on that day and the days before we practice....some are funny and remind me of those hard time, easy time and of course the lame time..hahahahahhahah, i very thankfull for the people who made camera...Kamsahamida!!!!

And the most important is..MUMMY THANKS FOR COMING AND HELP US UP ON WHATEVER THING....I "M GLAD YOU HAD CAME ON MONDAY...I LOVE YOU..Saranghamnida.....

Belated bIrtHdAy tO mY fRiEnD--mEi EaRn!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Mei Earn !!!!!!!!!!! you became my sister now , older than me.....WAHAHAHAHHAAHAH Oh Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD!!!!!!!

Sorry ah, i really don't know your birth is on 22 of March, hope you don't mind...i know you won't angry me right...cause you are the sweetest, pretty , kindness, friendly, and lovely angel in the world...(XD)

Wah so fast you already 19 lo, then you become 20 then you marry then you got children la, then you become mother, then your children marry la, then you become grandma la, then.....(i think too far already...Muahahhaahaha) Life is so short yet meaningful if we try to make it be...Wahahahhaha i can imagine we HI to each other while you and your son and husband( the leng chai rocker lou gong? ) of course, are shoping in the mall...wahhahaha that will be fun....Cool...
I wonder what will Marisa 's husband look like....WAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHA

Anyway....Once again ...Happy Belated Birthday to my lovely Angel....Hope you can be tough to fight in the hardness time and gain happiness and joy in your life....God blessed you( can i said this though i'm not a Christian?)

JYP! YOU"RE ROCK MAN!!!!!!

Park Jin Yong / Jin Yong Park are the "tauke" of JYP entertainment which is rain ex-company....Wahahaahha although he is not Leng chai...or you can use"yong sui" to describe him, however....his dancing his really damn Amazing!!!!!!! i can said he better than TVXQ man..DAMN! In addition, his voice is Damn nice man...OMG !!!!!!!!! i so regret that now only knew this fantastic GUY..whhahahahha


a link of one his dance..Hammer dance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=um6lpRb3_uI&feature=related
( the naked mucle man is JYP...)
SHOCK man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!